我的下半生

今天是時候post 這個 entry. Of course I don't know how long I'll live; using a blog entry to launch the beginning of the second half of my life is more a mental exercise than anything else.

This entry has been gestated for about 2 weeks. After I first had the idea, however, I had for the most part felt a lack of life-force. The lacking is not physical.  I ate a lot and yet felt lethargic. I learn by experience the verse, “人活著 ，不是單靠食物，乃是靠神口裡所出的一切話."

周末參加了一場禱告特會，我相信我聽到父神對我所說的話，處理 my inner garbage. 好好的把上半生還未認清的罪、還未面對的hurts, 盤點清算, 然後交給神赦免、醫治。現在應可以上路了--我下半生的路。